Happiness

Is it generation gap?
Or is this just an excuse?

Bonded by blood ties,
yet the bond is this weak.
Sometimes,
I "actually" even wonder if I am their biological son.
It pains,
it really does.
17 Years,
going on 18.

Is there really no way out?
I'm SICK and TIRED.
I get tired and weak.
In your eyes,
I am forever not grown up.
In your eyes,
I am stupid.
In your eyes,
everything I've done is wrong.
Forget it.

I accomodate to your curfews. (goodness sake, im 17 going 18 and still having curfews)

You will never understand the kind of feeling at the end of a production.
When you look at the childrens eyes and that you have changed part of their lives.
When you look at parents and you see genuine tears in their eyes.

It's not only a show.
It's not only a job.
It's not only an operation.
But it's happiness.

"Why do you always have to hang out with them?"

Because thats where I feel happiness.
And it's because of them,
I wont give up.

And YOU will never understand this happiness.

Beginning...

Perhaps it's the beliefs.
Maybe the thoughts?
One is where I believe and trust.
One is where I grew up.

Two choices,
one decision
Are things that simple?
Maybe if it was really just a decision between the choices,
things wouldn't be this complicated.
Can't I have the two choices?

This is just the beginning...

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Nothing

Because it's not only myself I'm fighting for

But all the kids.

Stay strong

Nothing must affect I

They will NOT bring me down.

Screw them.

Thespians, I will not disappoint.

[ T ]

To All Who Love and Loved

Little child
Dry your crying eyes
How can I explain
The fear you feel inside?

'Cause you were born
Into this evil world
Where man is killin' man
And no one knows just why

What have we become?
Just look what we have done
All that we destroyed
You must build again

When the children cry
Let them know we tried
'Cause when the the children sing
Then the new world begins

Little child
You must show the way
To a better day
For all the young

'Cause you were born
For the world to see
That we all can live
With love and peace

No more presidents
And all the wars will end
One united world
Under God

When the children cry
Let them know we tried
Cause when the children sing
Then, the new world begins

(Solo)

What have we become?
Just look what we have done
All that we destroyed
You must build again

No more presidents
And all the wars will end
One united world
Under God

When the children cry
Let them know we tried
'Cause when the children fight
Let them know it ain't right

When the children pray
Let them know the way
'Cause when the children sing
Then the new world begins.

Change

Change,

it's the only constant.
But change,
is it for the worse?
Change,
do we accept it?
Change affects many people,
some greatly.
But why?
because they resist change.

I Will

I lead the life I want.

No one forces me.
To fight and break free.
It's a matter of time.
Almost there.
I know I must,
And I will.
I believe,
because it's MY life.

"Believe in your beliefs and doubt you doubts."